wind singer!

I read a book called wind singer by William Nicholson a yr ago and it was grt. Another book that made me addicted. The book was just what i crave for. Lots of adventure, though ordinary but courageous ppl , love, mystery, supernatural powers and good vs bad war going on. the characters just inspire me all the time p.s. i get inspired quite easily hehe:P.

Nature

I looked outside the window, the rain was pouring down
All I could see was wet ground
I saw a sea gul flying in this weather
The rain had no effect on it's feather
It flew it's way towards the tree
And disappeared in the arms of it.

I could see noone outside in the park
With all the clouds closing in, it looked dark
suddenly i felt down and lost interest in everything
all the stuff that seemed beautiful looked just a thing
I saw things in different view
Didn't felt excited that was due.

All I could see was dark clouds pouring down
Then I saw a bird hopping in the ground
Searching for worms and snails that emerges in moist
Soon after, it got what it wanted to the fullest
Then i thought nature has it for all
The mother that will never let it's children fall.

Nature

All day long the sun was sad so it kept pouring down
Just in a minute the tears started to collect in the ground
moment by moment the tears started to swell up
Moment by moment we kept getting locked up
It's time to go home but seems like the road has disappeard
Everywhere the swelling tears slowly appeared

Can't walk through, the current's to high
Can't stay inside as for the electricitywe can't rely
With thunders and lightnings from time to time
We began to miss our dears ones even more each time
The tears tearing the roof found it's way in
The tears from the ground rised high with speed

Can't call anyone, the signal is not there
Locked up inside with only tears everywhere
All we see in each other's eyes are hope and coy
When it should have been filled with excitement and joy
Is this the end or the beginning
No one can tell as it is restlessly pouring

wind singer

the silent dark nights are turning beautiful these days
From time to time i hear the magical music of winds
Sometime it seems like it is dancing and humming the secret songs
So beautiful, feels like driven to distant imagination
the music so addictive, feels like getting drowned in it's richness
Is it the nights or is it something else

I keep getting attracted to the music so mild
That melts all the tiredness of the day so wild
I keep getting pulled by this distant imagination
That take away all my reasons and the limitations
The scary nights, now seems like a magnificent fare
With the wind singing it's secret song here ane there

Sorry

Sorry, it's not my fault that you have to come my way
No matter how much we fight, how much i mess up your day
Grow up as you shout it's not my fault that u start laughing
So, how am I suppose to know u're serious and not bluffing.

As I read your mail, I got a hint you were not fine
Even though you tried to hide it with the long lines
Sorry, it's not my fault that I knew it
I always feel your vibes even I see you for a bit.

My trip!

It doesn't feel so good to be back home again, after that awesome biology trip. It was in the countryside studying abt the ecosystem. It was simply so grt. all the greenary and fresh air. And ofcourse away from parents and home.

It took us 5 hours to reach there cause it was raining. But as soon as we reached there the tiredness of the trip was overcome by the beautiful scenery of that place, just magnificent. We took a rest and then went for our lesson. It was to see how gradually the succesion takes place with respect to abiotic and biotic factors. It was interesting to see how this primates provides a whole new era for succesion to take place. But eventually dies out as secondary succesion takes place. Everything has to be balanced in order to maintain the ecosystem but sadly we humans are creating such an impact that other organism are completely wiped out. Only few of us know how this impacts are greatly effecting them.

then the next day we went to sea shore to see how the primates of sea have adapted themselves. again it was worth seeing it. We looked at how these are adapted to it's realised niche. We had to identify them and state the conditions required by it. And the method to do so. The most adapted to the rocky shores was top shells that had a mother of pearl in their shells and graze in sea weeds. They were the most adapted against the decication.

On Friday we went to north devon sea to see the succesion in sea side. It was not an easy task as there were sands winds and the dunes were uneven. We moved away from sea shores along the plan taking geometric samples as we moved away. There aboitic factors were equally important too so we took temp of the soil, pH level of the sand, moisture in the sand, wind forces and all. By the end of our sampling we were exausted by the sandy winds, walking in the even paths. So we headed back to our camp and cleaned ourself. It was the last evening we were spending there so our teacher took us to a near pub to play skitters. It was fun, it is like a bowling but a bit differnt. Our teacher bought us some drinks, not alcoholic just J2O. And we palyed it for like 2 hours. And finally back to our camp. even it was a long day we were so excited that the tiredness didn't even mattered.

On saturday morning everyone was sleeping till 7.30. We quikly washed ourseleves and went to make oursleves a packed lunch for the way back home. Then had our breakfast and went to our two hours lad work. It was fun to work in lab and to see the results. WE were 99% confident in our sampling as our teacher said no one can be 100% sure. so we bid farewell to our coach there and to beautiful castle where we stayed. After 5 hours we reached to the city of london, the traffic, pollution, crowd, everything seemed so different and disgusting. But afterall this is what we have made. From the beautiful ladnscape to a rushing urbanization.

Had a bad day!

Today is/was such a bad day. I didn't felt like going to collage today cause i was soooooooooo sleepy but actually went. WE had frees in the first and second periods so thought of going to sutton library. But my fren had a first lesson so we went in the end of first lesson. Normally it takes like 15 minutes to get the sutton library on bus but today it took us like 45 minutes. On top of that the bus broked so we had to walk up the road to library. And the unfortunate event doesn't seem to stop. When we reached the library gate there was paper pasted on the door saying 'monday closed'. We stood there with a sour face and mumbled. We thought of going to wallington library instead so called our frens in collage to check if we had a class on third. unfortunately she said yes so we hurried back to collage tring to get there in time. As we get off from the bus it rained like hell so we got wet in minutes. And again on top of that our third lesson was cancelled for which we ran in the rain. We gave our fren a cold look cause she said we have lessons. Anywayz we calm down and searched for other library near our collage but non of them were open on monday. Another unfortunate event. So we dropped the idea and decided to go tomorrow. After that everything was fine as we liked to believe.
We parted for our forth lesson and again the class was cancelled. What a day. When i wanted really wanted to go to chemistry class here it was cancelled. So i hoped that my biology would be cancelled too. Guess what! it didn't! So, we went to our biology class and ya it has to rain all the time when we get out of a shelter. Before we reached out class we were wet again but not that much now.
And so we attended our class finally that i didn't wanted to. Finally the bell saved me. We rushed out of the class and again as always the rains pours down heavily. why does it have to rain when i accidently forget my umbrella at home??? This is so rubbish!!! So again i had to be wet what else. NEVER trust british weather.

And So it brings out the memories

From time to time flashback of my past
Comes like an occasional breeze that went so fast
All the moments we shared, from smile to laughter
From down to tears are in my shelter
AS I take a break from my life
And so, it brings out the memories of my past.

The golden days that has gone won't come back
the only thing left is you, me and our freindship
All those days seems like a dream
And with all that my emotions has a link
As I turned my albums and went through the photos
And so, it brings out the memories.

As I move forward with my life, more memories follows
Even though i am at the beginning of my route,
The rush of memories still blows.

So i avoided

Does being frank and friendly with someone means that you like that person?
I don't think so! I talk with all of my frens in the same manner, there is no intention behind it except to enjoy the company. but why do poeple keep misunderstanding the fact and think there is something more? Recently i was talking to my fren, who was my classmate too, after a long time. I had no intention other than just to say hi. But by nature i had to talk too much to make him feel as if i liked him. I talk comfortably with my frens and everyone who know me knows that very well. and he too knew that very well. but NO! he had think the other way and it irrirated me. So i avoided him.

I love you for that

Sorry you had to wait for me
Even though I was on time, why did u come so early?
I know even I was a bit early
But why were you so early?

I saw you smiling right across from there
You simply sitting and waving from the chair
Sorry I just gave you a kiss and didn't say a word
For I was so happy that I couldn't find a word.

Sorry I didn't get jealous enough
When you were smilling and talking to someone
Cause I knew you were mocking me
And didn't see the killer smile just a friendly smile.

I kept on smilling with myself
Others might have thought I was mad
But then you asked me what was the matter
I simply smiled in your eyes and said 'I love you for that'.

I wish You Were Here With Me!

Somany times a moment I wish u were here with me
Every moment I dream, how it would be
I keep seeing this nightmare
We falling apart here and there
Everything will be fine as you whisper
Brings about a calm and the fear dissapear.

The rain keeps pouring down as if it is crying with me
soaking the earth as I soak the heart of mine
It seems so pathetic but I can't help it
The mere feeling of loosing u makes me weep
Whenever I don't see you by my side
I wish you were here with me.

We had to stay and fight!

today was rediculous. since the morning it was poring down like hell. so they had to cancell sports day. but who got affected we sixth formers. We were informed that there will be sports day and lesson will go on from 1st to 3rd only, after that we are free. But nooooooooooooooo! in the third lesson we were informed we will be having a normal lessons. just when we were abt to leave for home. We all had plans already made up. so, no one listened to teacher and went home. but i felt releculant to go without evena notice so stayed and when to ask if we could leave the answer was unbelievable NO!. My frens were there with me too they felt angry too. I stoped them and asked to get permission in a nice manner so we don't get into trouble but noooooooooooooo...... the teacher had to say NO!
We asked if we could just take the work and go home but again NO!. Why the hell??? every sixth formers had left except me and my whole class of chemistry (only 5 of us) there wondering what excuses to make. Then again we requested our teacher, this time she said ask the head and if he lets us go then fine. So we ran to him and the answer was obvious yes u can go. It took us like an hour to get it solved and get out. Next time i will be careful not to hear my inner voice so i could be spared from wastage of time and staring eyes of my frens. oh bless them!

Tears I shed

I lived a life that had everything
Anything i want was there within a blink
I thought I had everything and was happy
What i didnt knew was that I was crazy
One cannot have everything in life
Even if one has, as the time goes by, so it fly.

I never knew what I yern inside
Always followed what was set aside
I always believed my family knows the best for me
Even though the world don't know they know me
I believed them and followed their path
But now i don't know why my heart wants a different path.

I keep thinking abt it, why do I want different?
But never get an answer that is relevant
I don't like this feeling inside and want to talk
But never seems to find anyone so I just walk
Walk with the heavy confusion in my heart
And the tears I shed with all the laugh.

Why is everyone so busy, so not even to ask
As I lie in my bed with the tears I shed.

was it a busy day?

Had a full five lessons today. That also one subject for whole two hours. And even in breaks i had no time cause i had to make my chemistry presentation. actually the dead line was three days ago but just didn't felt like it, so skipped it. lol. Making salysilic acid was fun, all the vineger smell from it went right through my nose to my head giving me a head ache. Damn that information sheet didn't mentioned abt it.
Anywayz it was fun to be able to make medicine so grt. hehehe. well luch time i was busy having my lunch plus answering to calls. why do u always have to call on odd times??? can't u wait like till i get home???? u doof!!!! i didn't even had a peaceful moment. and then maths class with mr. mac donald finding the shortest route so easy peasy but damn confusing with all those turns.
finally the heaven's door opned and out of school yapy! lol my fren's sis is funny made cry laughing out there in the bus stop! lol.
what is that mom a tape??? from where??? woolworths??? but i am in bus and don't have money!! oh ok fine! bye!!! I searched for a tape in woolworth but couldn't fine the one she asked for. i could have reached home by the time i reached there but no i wasted my precious time. allow it. ghoss! why is there so much homework???
I waste like most of my time at home doing homework and posting post in myktm.com hehe. it's always nice to find people to chat to. i got to know a new person today. she was really cool! it's already 11pm where is sleep fairy?