I love you for that

Sorry you had to wait for me
Even though I was on time, why did u come so early?
I know even I was a bit early
But why were you so early?

I saw you smiling right across from there
You simply sitting and waving from the chair
Sorry I just gave you a kiss and didn't say a word
For I was so happy that I couldn't find a word.

Sorry I didn't get jealous enough
When you were smilling and talking to someone
Cause I knew you were mocking me
And didn't see the killer smile just a friendly smile.

I kept on smilling with myself
Others might have thought I was mad
But then you asked me what was the matter
I simply smiled in your eyes and said 'I love you for that'.

I wish You Were Here With Me!

Somany times a moment I wish u were here with me
Every moment I dream, how it would be
I keep seeing this nightmare
We falling apart here and there
Everything will be fine as you whisper
Brings about a calm and the fear dissapear.

The rain keeps pouring down as if it is crying with me
soaking the earth as I soak the heart of mine
It seems so pathetic but I can't help it
The mere feeling of loosing u makes me weep
Whenever I don't see you by my side
I wish you were here with me.

We had to stay and fight!

today was rediculous. since the morning it was poring down like hell. so they had to cancell sports day. but who got affected we sixth formers. We were informed that there will be sports day and lesson will go on from 1st to 3rd only, after that we are free. But nooooooooooooooo! in the third lesson we were informed we will be having a normal lessons. just when we were abt to leave for home. We all had plans already made up. so, no one listened to teacher and went home. but i felt releculant to go without evena notice so stayed and when to ask if we could leave the answer was unbelievable NO!. My frens were there with me too they felt angry too. I stoped them and asked to get permission in a nice manner so we don't get into trouble but noooooooooooooo...... the teacher had to say NO!
We asked if we could just take the work and go home but again NO!. Why the hell??? every sixth formers had left except me and my whole class of chemistry (only 5 of us) there wondering what excuses to make. Then again we requested our teacher, this time she said ask the head and if he lets us go then fine. So we ran to him and the answer was obvious yes u can go. It took us like an hour to get it solved and get out. Next time i will be careful not to hear my inner voice so i could be spared from wastage of time and staring eyes of my frens. oh bless them!

Tears I shed

I lived a life that had everything
Anything i want was there within a blink
I thought I had everything and was happy
What i didnt knew was that I was crazy
One cannot have everything in life
Even if one has, as the time goes by, so it fly.

I never knew what I yern inside
Always followed what was set aside
I always believed my family knows the best for me
Even though the world don't know they know me
I believed them and followed their path
But now i don't know why my heart wants a different path.

I keep thinking abt it, why do I want different?
But never get an answer that is relevant
I don't like this feeling inside and want to talk
But never seems to find anyone so I just walk
Walk with the heavy confusion in my heart
And the tears I shed with all the laugh.

Why is everyone so busy, so not even to ask
As I lie in my bed with the tears I shed.

was it a busy day?

Had a full five lessons today. That also one subject for whole two hours. And even in breaks i had no time cause i had to make my chemistry presentation. actually the dead line was three days ago but just didn't felt like it, so skipped it. lol. Making salysilic acid was fun, all the vineger smell from it went right through my nose to my head giving me a head ache. Damn that information sheet didn't mentioned abt it.
Anywayz it was fun to be able to make medicine so grt. hehehe. well luch time i was busy having my lunch plus answering to calls. why do u always have to call on odd times??? can't u wait like till i get home???? u doof!!!! i didn't even had a peaceful moment. and then maths class with mr. mac donald finding the shortest route so easy peasy but damn confusing with all those turns.
finally the heaven's door opned and out of school yapy! lol my fren's sis is funny made cry laughing out there in the bus stop! lol.
what is that mom a tape??? from where??? woolworths??? but i am in bus and don't have money!! oh ok fine! bye!!! I searched for a tape in woolworth but couldn't fine the one she asked for. i could have reached home by the time i reached there but no i wasted my precious time. allow it. ghoss! why is there so much homework???
I waste like most of my time at home doing homework and posting post in myktm.com hehe. it's always nice to find people to chat to. i got to know a new person today. she was really cool! it's already 11pm where is sleep fairy?