Tears I shed

I lived a life that had everything
Anything i want was there within a blink
I thought I had everything and was happy
What i didnt knew was that I was crazy
One cannot have everything in life
Even if one has, as the time goes by, so it fly.

I never knew what I yern inside
Always followed what was set aside
I always believed my family knows the best for me
Even though the world don't know they know me
I believed them and followed their path
But now i don't know why my heart wants a different path.

I keep thinking abt it, why do I want different?
But never get an answer that is relevant
I don't like this feeling inside and want to talk
But never seems to find anyone so I just walk
Walk with the heavy confusion in my heart
And the tears I shed with all the laugh.

Why is everyone so busy, so not even to ask
As I lie in my bed with the tears I shed.